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Sunday, July 4, 2010

OMG this is not a good confession TO MAKE!

  "I've.......I've...........ENGAGED! I'm sorry"
  "What! Are you serious?! Why you didn't tell me that earlier?!"
  "I was gonna......But we were so happy together and I've looked at your face.....Its just you're to happy and......I've didn't got the chance to say but......but......"
  "STOP!!!! I don't want to hear your explanation anymore. I understand, if you don't want to love me, just said so. Don't make a decisions that would make you regret at something. And I'm sorry that I've make you fall in love with me."
  "But.....Eric, I've really really Lo........"
  "Stop!!!!! Don't say a word. Again I'm sorry and i have a condition"
  "What kind of condition?"
  "The condition is, i will never talk to you again and you won't talk to me to. But, i will still keep your promise and i will promise myself that i will never stop loving you"
  "Please don't say like that, i thought you want me and you to be together forever. Even if something happen between us"
  "That's different Alina! You've already engaged and you didn't tell me earlier. That's what hurts me the most. When the first time i looked at you, I've fall in love with you. And when the seconded time i looked at you I've just wanna say that i love you, but, in my heart i thought you've really hated me but you're not. When this happens, you said to me that you're engaged my heart broke into peaces i just can't say that I've forgive you. I'm sorry i have to leave you and i will pretend that I've never seen your face again. Even if you looked at me I'll will ever looked at your stupid face again, i will pretend that you were never seen in my life! I'm sorry. I have to do this. I need sometime to think and to be alone"
  "Eric please!"
  "Why is your dad doesn't like me?"
  "Its.......Its because......"
  "Tell me the truth!"
  "Its because i said that i don't like that kind of a dirty boy. But i didn't said that you were dirty i didn't mean to. I'm sorry."
  "You hate me just because that i like to party and i like to have fun and that means I'm dirty?!"
  "I've didn't mean to say like that to my dad!"
  "So it is true you've said like that?"
  "I'm sorry......I just.....I......I....I don't know what to do. Its just that......"
  "Enough! I don't want to hear your voice again and i don't want to see your face again!!!!"
Alina cried and cried until she can't even sleep because she's can't forget about Eric.

5 years pass and Eric still keep the promise that Alina told him to. Alina already broke up with her fiance because she still in love with Eric. Alina's dad passed away 4 month earlier and Alina leave with her mom. At her mom's house, her mom got a job in UK but she doesn't want to take it. So, she gave the job to Alina. Alina got so excited, then, her face turns excited into sad. So, she said
  "I can't go mom!"
  "But why? This is a good job for you" Alina's mom cried.
  "Well, do you remember the guy i told you about"
  "Well, yeah why?!"
  "I've already promised him that i will never leave him."
  "I thought you've already forgot him and i thought you've already broke up with him"
  "Well i am but i can't"Alina cried
  "You have to take this job. Don't make it some kind of your regretted choice. I don't care what you said, you have to go there and worked there"
  "But......But mom"
  "I told you i don't care and you will have to go there and work for me"

3 days later, Alina's in UK. So, she go to the Fashions Holdings and make and interview. When she got the job. 1 week later, she's gettin' tired and tired working there. When she's asleep in her office, Her boss name Eric called her. She feels a little weird and a little nervous because

  1. She's is nervous because her boss named Eric
  2. She's nervous because her boss called her
  3. She's nervous because her boss wanted to see her
When she gets into Eric's office, she saw..........



SHE SAW WHAT?
FIND OUT WHO?
WHEN THIS STORY CONTINUES!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

she did what now?

She did something that no one will forget. She pushed Alina into a trash can. All the people in the cafeteria was laughing at her and, Alina starts to cry, ran away and go too the closet room. Eric is so mad at Layla so he's slap Layla's face off and Layla just walked and pretending that didn't happen. When Eric saw Alina crying, he try to make Alina feel better but Alina said that she hates him and left. Eric goes to see Layla, and Layla said
  "Oh, my Honey Boo is coming back for me! What are you doing here? And i just wanna say sorry to Alina and you're feel sorry to me too right? Cause you slap me in front of all the people in this school! You've forgive me right?"
  "I don't want to see your ******* faces again!" Eric shout.
  "Oh My God! you're getting naughtier than i thought you would be!"
  "Who are you? And why did you slap her face?!"
  "Why did i slap her face you ask? I slap her face cause she stole my hot boyfriend"
  "Don't you remember at the Junior Prom night?" Eric ask.
  "Yeah, i remember. Why? Do i look hot in the red hot dress?"
  "I've broke up with you! On a stage! Remember?"
  "I remember, but i pretend  that never happened. You ask me too."
  "Look, this is the last conversation of  you and me. This time we really over! And its true me and Alina is having a great and happy relationship. I'm happier with her than you!"

When Alina gets out of the closet, every student in the school laugh at her and she wants to get out of the school. She ran and ran until not on purpose she hugged Eric and cried. So, Eric cuddled her and makes Alina feels better.Eric gave Alina a ride.That night, Eric was walking with her until she arrive at home.
  "Thanks for giving me a ride home Eric! I've really appriciate it. Even though that i said i hated you but, i've forgive you"
  "Your welcome and thanks for being my fake girlfriend. Its really fun."
  "HA HA, very funny! And thanks again for making me feel better and making me didn't feel bad about myself!"
Suddenly, Eric and Alina stared at each other for a long time. When Alina was smiling, his heart beats faster and faster just like Alina did. But, when Alina wants to go to her house, Eric pulled her arms and kissed her and said
  "When i kissed you, my heart beats faster and faster and i don't want my heart stops beating because the truth is i'd really really liked you and i just wants your answer. Do you except me as your real boyfriend?"
  "I........I.....What you've said to me is the same question i wanted to ask you and its true that my heart is beats faster and faster when i looked at you. So, my answer is YES! I would be your real girlfriend. But i can't."
  "WHAT?! Why?!" Eric cried.
  "Because if i ever in love with you, my dad would be mad at me and.......and......herggghhhh" Alina's gasp
  "What?! What?! Tell me!"
  "You have to know the truth and you have to promise me something that you will never forget me and you will never ever find another girl in your life!"
  "I've promise. I will keep your promise even if i died"
  "The truth is that.......that i'm"


FIND OUT THE TRUTH WHEN THIS STORY CONTINUES

Friday, July 2, 2010

THE STORY CONTINUES

ITS ABOUT LOVE AND JUST LOVE
Then, Eric saw Alina sitting on the kitchen floor. Eric was shocked. Then, Eric say
  "Hey! What's going on? Why are you sitting on the kitchen floor" Eric ask.
  "I just fell down and cracked the plate!"
  "Yeah-yeah very funny! HA HA!"
  "Hey, are you guys OK?" Alina's dad shout.
  "Yeah we're OK! Its just a fall" Alina shouted.
  "Let me helped you get up"
  "Thanks. NOT!"
After that, Eric just smiled and say that he liked this kind of girl. Not a spoiled BRAT, didn't complain anything or something like that.
The next day, Alina was eating breakfast, then she saw Eric was eating breakfast too. But, what's the weird think about her when she looked at Eric, her heart beats faster and faster, but, what she's thinking of when she      goes to school suddenly, her feelings about Eric was different. She hates him.
At recess, Eric suddenly hugged her and her heart beats faster.
  Then Alina said "What are you? a hobo?"
  "Remember our promise and our conditions?"
  "No, i don't remember?"
  "Oh common! You're just pretending that you're didn't remember anything. Your answer is like a questions."
  "OK fine, i remember! But i don't wanna do this anymore."
  "What?! Why?!"
  "Because i don't wanna make people feels a little regret about their decisions" 
  "Please, just once, helped people that you hate and that people is me"
  "Oh my GOD! There she is" Eric's Cried.
  "OK, kiss me!"
  "What! Please i don't wanna kiss your stinky lips!"
  "Kiss me or I'll force you to do it"
  "Well make me!"
 "OK." Then, Eric pulled her and kiss her.
2 weeks later, Alina's still didn't forget the kiss that Eric force her to do. Do you wanna know the truth? The truth is Alina's likes the kiss and pretending that she doesn't liked the kiss. OH MY GOD! That is so sweet.
After the kiss, Eric's ex-girlfriend Layla did something to Alina..........She did.....

THE STORY WILL CONTINUED

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

THIS IS ABOUT MY DREAM AND ITS SO SWEET!!!!!!! :)

ITS ABOUT LOVE AND JUST LOVE
There was this girl named Alina and a guy named Eric. They've goes to the same College and lived at the same neighbourhood. But, the problem is they've never ever seeing each other faces or even look at each other's eyes. Then, the next day Alina wants to go to school and Alina's dad said "did you bring pepper spray"
  Alina feel awkward and weird. But she knew that something bad will happen. Its 7.24 a.m. and Alina was rushing out to get ready for school. When she was eating breakfast, she saw Eric was listening to music while eating breakfast. When Alina look at him, her heart beats faster and faster. She's just can't stop looking at Eric, and never knew there was a hot guy with six pads was living in her neighbourhood. Alina's dad was talking to his boss on the phone and her dad said "aren't you going somewhere?"
  Alina stops wandering and she's chasing for the bus. Eric saw her running towards the bus and he just looking at her and smiling. He didn't do anything! He's just smiles and listening to some metal rock music.
   How Alina's goes to school? She takes a cab and feels very angry about this morning. When she's about to get out of the cab, she's forgot to bring cash and the taxi's driver shouting at her and said "hey where's my money"
  "I forgot to bring money?" Alina's ask him or telling him.
Suddenly Eric pays for her and said "This is the money for this morning"
  "How could you do this to me" Alina's cried.
  "I'll pay you the money and you'll go out with me" Eric said.
  "What......?! What the......." Alina's gasp.
  "Are you bribing me?"Alina's ask.
  "Well lets just say that you're going out with  me just for a reason"
  "A reason? What kind of reason?" Alina's ask again
  "I'm trying to make my girlfriends jealous and she said maybe just maybe she said she needs to think that she wants to break up with me or not"
  "So......?" Alina's interrupt.
  "So, you have to pretend that you're going out with me and pretend to be my NEW girlfriends" Eric smiled.
  "Why would i going on a pretend date with a kind of a guy like you?" Alina's joking.
  " Why you ask...? Because your dad invites me to your house for dinner"
  "What.....?! You're joking!" Alina's shouts.
Then Eric left just like that and didn't said a word.
  At Alina's house at night, they was someone at the door. It was Eric and his family. What was Eric said just now at school was the truth. He wasn't kidding. Alina's was shocked and she made the angry face again.
  When Eric, his family and Alina's dad named Johnna was waiting for dinner, suddenly there was a loud crash sound and its coming from the kitchen. Eric wanted to see what was happening and he saw........




WILL BE CONTINUED

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Paris Hilton -- Old Reliable

There is something safe and comforting about seeing Paris Hilton party it up in Las Vegas like the free and single woman that she is.


To further hearken back to her heyday, Paris was joined at Vanity in the Hard Rock by sister Nicky, greasy BFF Brandon Davis, and Lil Jon.

Read more: http://www.tmz.com/category/hot-bodies/#ixzz0mU9gOVPD

Ghost Lights | Origins, Legends, Well Known Sightings and Science

One of my greatest thrills when I was young was listening to ghost stories around the campfire. I remember a popular theme in those stories were tales of seemingly inexplicable lights floating... lights that were actually spirits from beyond the grave. I am no longer a child, but those tales still fascinate me. They always involved an unrested spirit, usually of the Kickapoo and Illini nations that once roamed the area I live in. In these accounts, the spirit was angry and vengeful, seeking retribution for their burial ground being desecrated.
Many of these stories are just that... something strange may have been sighted, and a legend was born, growing over time. However, there are documented cases all over the world of these bizarre light forms. Scientifically, these lights have been shown to be gasses coming from the ground, or the more rare phenomenon of "earth lights" that show up around fault lines. Does this explain all of the sightings? It's quite likely they do... and yet the interest and speculations continue.

Ghost Lights Origins and Legends

Accounts of these strange lights go back to before Biblical times... when people felt they were getting a message from God or higher beings. These weren't generally attributed to ghosts... rather it was believed that something celestial or divine was at work. In the tenth century A.D., one of the first English Kings known as Edward the Martyr was quite possibly murdered by his own stepmother. It is said that a year after his death, the sky over the area where the body was supposed to be hidden lit up with a strange orange light that almost seemed to be a ball of fire.
More recorded sightings appeared throughout the 11th and 12th centuries, especially in Europe. These strange balls of light came to be known by such phrases as "Will-o'-the-wisp" or "corpse candles". Even the jack-o-lantern we all enjoy as part of Halloween has roots in the legends of these lights. Often, they simply appear as one, but there are many incidents reported of there being several. These lights gave speculation not only of ghosts, but of extraterrestrials as well.

Ghost Lights Well-Known Sightings

Many local legends all over the world have stories about the lights. Some involve a railroad worker who was tragically killed by an oncoming train and now walks the tracks represented as a bobbing light. Others speak of vengeful spirits from the nations indigenous to the United States. Many reputedly haunted cemeteries and abandoned wastelands also have accounts of these floating orbs. Along with these legends are well known documented cases of what have come to be known as "ghost lights".
Nuremberg incident of 1561Nuremberg Incident Woodcut
One case that led many to speculate the possibility of these lights having an extraterrestrial nature was the Nuremberg incident of 1561. It is said that in early April, spheres of light shot across the atmosphere, along with shapes of cylinders and crosses. As depicted in a woodcut (before photography, a way to record an image by carving it on a block of wood), it appeared there was a celestial battle going on right before the shocked townspeople's eyes.
Another early documentation of such phenomenon occurred in Cardinshire, Wales in 1656. These lights appeared to have been more of a "ghostly" nature, as they were round spheres of light that circled around in the area of the town, and sometimes even inside the homes themselves. A man named John Davis wrote these incidents down as they happened, and there were many superstitions that the balls of light appeared before someone in the town died.
Throughout the next several hundred years, accounts of seeing these lights would continue. There were variations of course... some were small globes of white seen floating in almost a bobbing fashion, and others were bright orange spheres that appeared ominously in the sky or near the ground. Many of these incidents have gained national attention in the last century. One of the most famous of these would be the Marfa Lights in Texas.

The Marfa Lights

Marfa 
LightsThe Marfa Lights
If you travel down U.S. Route 67 in the state of Texas, pay special attention when you are close to Mitchell Flat. This area, just to the east of the town of Marfa is home to many accounts of strange, brightly glowing spheres of light. The lights are reported as either hovering close to the ground or being up higher in the air. While there are no documented cases of this before an article in 1957, it is said that the stories of the lights had been passed down since the later 19th century. The article, called "The Mystery of the Texas Ghost Light" was written by Paul Moran, and was featured in Coronet Magazine.
One fact of this particular case needs to be noted however...when a group of students from a psychic's society studied this phenomenon, they found that the traffic from U.S. Highway 67 can be seen from the area where the lights have been reported. It is also noted that the study was conducted southwest of the reported viewing area, which only explains the lights that are seen in that particular spot. Explanations such as extreme temperature changes in this region creating mirages, or the thermal expanding and contracting of the quartz in the area causing a voltage effect over time have also been examined. Whether there is a natural explanation or not, the people of Marfa enjoy their notoriety, and have the Marfa Lights festival every year.

Project Hessdalen

Project HessdalenProject Hessdalen
Hessdalen Valley lies in the heart of Norway, and is home to many sightings of strange lights. These accounts began in the latter part of 1981 and continued through the middle part of the decade. The reports were so numerous that an investigation, called Project Hessdalen, was launched in 1983. A studied observation of the phenomenon happened in the early part of 1984. During this, fifty-three recorded sightings of these lights occurred in a time frame of just over one month. Another investigation in the later part of 1985 yielded no recorded results. In 1998, technology came into play and an automatic measurement station was placed in the Hessdalen Valley. This records any data that shows up so that it can be analyzed. There are still sightings of these strange spheres of light in this area, but they have decreased to a little more than a dozen each year.

Ghost Lights ~ What Science Has To Say

In the possible explanations for these sightings that seem to occur at random and in all different areas of the world, logic and reasoning must be applied. Some of these lights can be attributed to simple gasses that come from the ground, especially in damp or marshy areas. Phosphine and methane naturally occur in ground that is decaying from the inside. When these gasses come in contact with the air, their appearance can be that of a glow or a shimmer... often appearing in spherical form.
In 1993, Drs. J.S. Derr and M.A. Persinger, two professors, took a book written by Paul Devereux in 1982 called "Earth Lights" a step further. The tectonic strain theory offers that the earth itself holds the explanation to these lights. Minerals such as quartz or arsenic that occur naturally in the ground produce an electrical charge. This is noted especially along fault lines. When these strains occur, rocks and soil increase in temperature, turning any water into vapor. If the heated area contains any of these minerals that produce electricity, it is thought that the charge itself could move through the vaporized water... causing a ball of light to appear.
Other explanations vary from types of biological fungus from the ground that emits a glow, to ball lightening occurrences, to simple light reflections that optically appear to be coming from another location. Another famous case, the Paulding Lights of Michigan, have been theorized by some as reflections of headlights from the highway that runs along side where most of the sightings are.
A lot has been learned about what can cause this strange phenomenon to happen. However, that doesn't lessen the interest or fascination with these lights when they are seen. Many have been explained... a few are still puzzling those who study them. One thing is for certain... the earth is full of mysteries that we are only beginning to comprehend.
Written by Angela Sangster, Copyright 2010 TrueGhostTales.com all rights reserved.
Will-o'-the-wisp

Saturday, April 24, 2010

the fullest and happy day ever!!!!!!!!

Today is like so full
my perut is already senak!
and I'm happy cause Today I'm eating kenny roagest
like so O.M.G


and I'm so dam hungry